一个驿站里的梦

大学同窗居然真的到西班牙流浪去了! 几个月没有他的消息， 一打听， 知道他真的辞了职， 拎着背包 走天涯去了， 当初说要在30 岁以前流浪的愿望，他果然是做到了。

反看自己这几年四处奔波， 不但 一事无成， 负债累累， 连发梦的劲也没了！ 庸常的忙碌和空闲的苦 闷， 把我的青春和志气毫无意义的消耗掉了。 有时会想， 是不是可以不管后果如何， 只要是想做的 事就放胆去做， 才不至于让青春留白， 我是指像流浪这种事。

那天的梦是这样的， 我在一次气氛热烈的同学会里， 见到了许多久违了的老同学， 大家似乎都各有所 成， 后来， 我就开始张牙舞爪的谈天说地， 嘴巴裂得越来越大， 直到同学们一个个都扬长而去。。。 当梦乍一醒， 脑海里一阵阵地回荡着翔要去西班牙流浪的那阵回音！当时心里可真的一阵空虚，几许失落。

后来我想， 那一阵阵震荡着我的， 恐怕是当年做梦的那股狠劲， 那种管它天高地厚只爱风花雪月的轻 狂，只有做梦的人和会解梦的人才懂。。

这种狂劲， 如今却丑陋地张牙舞爪， 想掩饰自己的窘境， 直到… 连自己也看不下去了。。。

Lagu Baru UMNO

Never heard before the lagu UMNO? never mind, here you are!

Bersatu Kita Bersatu
Dengan Setia Berganding Bahu
Tipu Terus Menipu
Kita Tipu Melayu

Bersama Kita Bersama
Menjunjung Hasrat Semua
Berjasa Pada Kroni
Anak Isteri Dan 'Bini'

Lambang Kita Yang Rebah
Dipandang Keji Dan Haprak
Bersatu, Bersedia ... Khianat
Cogan Katanya

UMNO Terus Mara
Rompak Rakyat Malaysia!

getting older...!!

This little boy "sneakingly" put a bar of chocolate, wrapped with a paper of his drawing into my laptop's bag before going to kindergarten this morning! Well, it's sweet!

Result of quiz - after graduated for 10 years!!??

after reading Bob's, i did one for myself, but guess a bit too late ;)

You scored as Religion/Theology. You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Religion, Theology, or a related major.

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Psychology is a good minor to add to any major. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

Religion/Theology		88%
English/Journalism/Comm		81%
HR/BusinessManagement		81%
Psychology/Sociology		75%
French/Spanish/OtherLanguage		75%
PoliticalScience/Philosophy		75%
History/Anthropology/LiberalArts		75%
Accounting/Finance/Marketing		69%
Physics/Engineering/Computer		69%
Education/Counseling		63%
Mathematics/Statistics		63%
Biology/Chemistry/Geology		50%
Visual&PerformingArts		38%
Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health		31%

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
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Merry Christmas!

How would you gonna celebrate the Christmas day? Our church has a slightly different plan this year, we are going to have a party at a spastic children center in PJ on Christmas eve. Guess what? There will be more than hundreds of non-christian turn up that night! Well, guess many of us will going to play the role as angels played when Jesus was born!;)
Here also, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all bloggers I know!

Disappointment With God!?

I love Yancey’s book, this is one I am reading recently. I believe this book will definitely bring new spark of insight for those who feel deep disappointment or deep sense of “betrayal” when God let us down…for those who eventually lost faith on what we once believed….for those who keen to trace the evidence of love from God…

It brings a profound impact on sincere seekers, or least it offers a direction for those who hope to have a more mature relationship with God through our spiritual journey.

May God give us faith to fully trust His Word though everything else witness the other way. --C. H. P.

When is the time to trust?
Is it when all is calm,
When waves the victor's palm,
And life is one glad psalm
Of joy and praise?
Nay! but the time to trust
Is when the waves beat high,
When storm clouds fill the sky,
And prayer is one long cry,
O help and save!

When is the time to trust?
Is it when friends are true?
Is it when comforts woo,
And in all we say and do
We meet but praise?
Nay! but the time to trust
Is when we stand alone,
And summer birds have flown,
And every prop is gone,
All else but God.

What is the time to trust?
Is it some future day,
When you have tried your way,
And learned to trust and pray
By bitter woe?
Nay! but the time to trust
Is in this moment's need,
Poor, broken, bruised reed!
Poor, troubled soul, make speed
To trust thy God.

What is the time to trust?
Is it when hopes beat high,
When sunshine gilds the sky,
And joy and ecstasy
Fill all the heart?
Nay! but the time to trust
Is when our joy is fled,
When sorrow bows the head,
And all is cold and dead,
All else but God.